30 DoB 19/20: 30 DoB No More.

Okay, I'm tired of writing disappointing blogs and I'm tired of feeling disappointed that I didn't meet arbitrary goals that I set when I have been somewhat productive during the day.

For example, today, I wasn't awake by seven, I didn't read much, I didn't exercise, and I didn't blog yesterday, so for all intents and purposes, I'm down to 0/4. However I was awake by 9, which is still pretty early considering, worked pretty darn hard on several things for Music for Muggles, and worked on something that I still, unfortunately, have to keep secret because it pertains to next year.

So I may have failed the goals, but I succeeded in the day... which makes me wonder whether this project is worthwhile. The point was to keep me from refreshing Tumblr and/or playing The Sims all day or something like either of those. This wasn't one of those days and I don't know that I'll have those days very frequently... and most of the time I can feel when I need them, and I don't want to have to explain them away.

So I guess what I'm saying is I'm done doing this 30 Days of Blogging project because my heart's not in it and I don't really need it. I could be doing so many other things with the 20 minutes or so it usually takes me to write. I have so many projects I want to do and I don't want to have to give up on some of them just because 30 days ago I decided that such-and-such was more important. So I'm not going to. I'm just going to do what I want to. After all, it is my last summer before being an adult... I should be doing what I want.

So thanks for your support and I look forward to hearing from you guys in the comments on my videos ^_^